I put this together for all of you out there who didn’t have the lifelong, primary goal since childhood of always being a mom and loving every second of it.  I knew I always wanted to be a mom at some point, but to say that it was looking forward to the body changes, sleepless nights, change in lifestyle, financial constraints and unexpected opinions on how I raise said child, would be completely lying to you….. Here it goes.. My journey. My thoughts. Filter free. Unedited.  If you don’t like how this is playing out and have strong opinions about that which I write here, there’s a little box in the top right corner with a big X, please click there.  You’ll do us a both a favor.. Otherwise, please feel free to explore here and if there is any take away, I hope that it be: You’re not alone. Your feelings are uniquely yours and ok to have*. In the words of the ever-wise Ice Cube: Life ain’t a track meet, it’s a marathon” and so is this race called motherhood.  I’d love to be in it with you…. Hold on tight mamas. You’re in for a hell of a ride.